SunnyBunny

I KNEW I shouldn’t have weighed today!!!

Up four pounds- which is par for the course on the week before “Aunty Flo”s Visit.

Yeah, I KNOW it’s a temporary gain….I know it will go away as soon as she leaves….(well, as long as I can stay away from the cravings for the next week) ….That doesn’t make it any easier to see tho.

All I see is the gain and all the hard work of the past two weeks gone.

Bah-Humbug!!!!

What a week!!!

I think it’s close to time for “Aunty Flo” to come visit. I’m crabby with everyone and everything. Nothing pleases me and this is the only time of month I have to FIGHT the urge to scarf chocolate…in any way, shape or form.

I made chocolate fairy-cakes and frosted them with chocolate mocha frosting. I ate ONE and then put the others in the freezer so I wouldn’t have to wrestle with myself. If they’re frozen, I’ll have to take one out and wait for at least 30 minutes before I can eat it. I’m not a patient kinda girl. Instant gratification is my big thing…. and obviously the main reason I gained all this weight to begin with.

I requested to join the ONEderland group on here tonight. Reaching ONEderland is the second most wonderful goal I have…..sometimes i think it’s almost MORE important to me than actually reaching my FINAL goal of 140-150 lbs.

I’m sitting here now resting from doing my cardio, watching my girls…..Carrie, Samantha, Charlotte, and Miranda. I’m a SEX and the City Fan. I’ll watch it every time there’s an episode on. I can identify with every one of them in at least one way or another.

Carrie- I love to write and am a shoe fanatic as well…..Samantha- Well, I love my hubby and all that being married to him entails. Nuff said on that………..Charlotte, I’m a romantic and like to see the good in people, always, but I get disenchanted  and  disappointed in people rather frequently……..and Miranda, I’m fiercely independant and waited forever for my true love to come along and sweep me off my feet….with me kicking and screaming the entire way. Only a man who truely loved me could have endured the Miranda in me.

Anyway, that’s my last few days. …………. More Later.

Okay- so May 1st I STARTED a “Clean Diet”. The same one used by Jesse on Diet Tribe. So far, I’ve lost 11 pounds.

I’ve been focusing on portion control and limiting my sugar intake. Less breads, Less sugary drinks, and A LOT LESS chocolate….that has been the absolute hardest thing to do.

I DO drink a lot of water and cranberry/apple juice. And I walk a lot at work too. I have also begun dancing at least an hour every other day and I’m doing a bit of strength training every other day.

I just need support on this journey.